All tagged fear of expansion
Expansion is going to trigger you, your expansion is going to trigger others around you, it will also inspire others around you and you are going to grow in ways you never anticipated, if you spend your life running from your triggers, you will make expansion harder.
The first time I flew business class was in 2021, when I flew back home from Sri Lanka to South Africa last week.
Before I got on the flight, I spent 3 hours at a spa, getting all sorts of full body massages.
There’s a part of me that needs this to keep myself playing small and to keep punishing others so I can be the victim and have someone to blame.
But there’s an even greater part of me that’s scared of stepping into my own power so it finds new ways to keep me playing small.
One of the things I keep learning on my journey is to allow myself not to know and to have compassion with my learning process.
The truth is a lot of things that are normal to most people were hard for me, especially when it comes to money and business.
I've had to work through various layers of vows of invisibility and loyalty in this plane and the spiritual plane because expanding financially or business wise leads to more visibility, which feels unsafe for me.
Growing up I was taught to never share anything that was in my zone of genius with people outside the family because they would bewitch me, try to take my gifts and kill me.
