All in Healing Ancestral Money Trauma
There’s a part of me that needs this to keep myself playing small and to keep punishing others so I can be the victim and have someone to blame.
But there’s an even greater part of me that’s scared of stepping into my own power so it finds new ways to keep me playing small.
One day we're gonna have to have a conversation about how some men and women's money and life isn't coming together because they denied their own child, their own flesh and blood.
We’ll also have to talk about men and women who stop their partners from having relationships with their kids and manipulate them to abandon kids from previous marriages or situationships.
A while back I was chatting with a friend and we were talking about how much fun adulting is.
I honestly didn't enjoy my childhood and teens because I was constantly dealing with abuse, but adulting has been and continues to be awesome so far:
One of the things I keep learning on my journey is to allow myself not to know and to have compassion with my learning process.
The truth is a lot of things that are normal to most people were hard for me, especially when it comes to money and business.
Healing is a process and we expand as we heal and peel the layers.
The expansion and the joy all happens side by side with the healing.
There is this pressure to just be healed, like healing is a destination you arrive at and the ish falls into place.
One day we need to unpack how consistently feeling powerless and helpless impacts the nervous system and can lead to traumatic stress, which eventually overwhelms the nervous system.
How so many of us watched our parents, grandparents and other adults around us feel powerless with money, especially when there wasn't enough or because they were dependent on others for their finances.
